Come to me without your subtext and fantasy just do that thing that you do in a perverse hue.

via  bullets-for-bitches  (originally  sexburqa)
5 days ago on 18 July 2014 ~ 10:52pm 1,809 notes

via  skyisn0tthelimit  (originally  thebookofweaknesses)
3 weeks ago on 27 June 2014 ~ 1:25pm 239 notes

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via  things-i-wish-i-couldsay  (originally  whitepaperquotes)
1 month ago on 2 June 2014 ~ 5:45pm 177,960 notes

Everything seems so worthless without you by my side

2 months ago on 23 May 2014 ~ 9:02pm 2 notes


I am just sitting here with my fake smile. It is killings me to force it on. I just want to not have to do this anymore, but if I stop people will question me and I have no idea on what to say. So I guess I just have to keep on faking it.

via  as-bright-as-night  (originally  as-bright-as-night)
2 months ago on 23 May 2014 ~ 2:55pm 4 notes

"Wenn ich dir schreibe schreibe ich so gefühlslos. Und so bist du jetzt, du bist gefühlslos." Mein Herz pumpt Blut. Wieso ? Wieso pumpt es Blut ? Wofür? Ich brauche es nicht. Nicht das Blut, nicht das Herz, nicht das Atmen. Ich brauche diese Existenz nicht. Will aufhören, bin eingefroren. Starre…

2 months ago on 23 May 2014 ~ 2:55pm 26 notes

Just let me die and I’ll be the happiest girl in the world.

2 months ago on 21 May 2014 ~ 6:22pm 1 note
People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.
~ Jim Morrison (via seabois)
via  emptiness-and-suicide-thoughts  (originally  seabois)
2 months ago on 4 May 2014 ~ 5:25pm 563 notes

Maybe I should cry for help. Maybe I should kill myself

3 months ago on 9 April 2014 ~ 6:10pm 2 notes


So viele Menschen sehen meine Narben, aber niemand traut sich zu fragen. Denn diese Probleme gehen tiefer als die meisten es je begreifen werden. Sie können es nicht verstehen und ich kann es nicht erklären.

via  little-bit-depressed  (originally  little-bit-depressed)
3 months ago on 8 April 2014 ~ 7:33pm 12 notes
3 months ago on 8 April 2014 ~ 7:18pm 196 notes


Silent screams erode the walls

pushed the pain inside my scars

and slit my eyes

so tears would seep

down my bumps 

and hardcore lies 

echoed across my dusty shape

my spine

my hair

my wrist

my pair

of hands shakes and shatters 

and holds my razor

which silently screams and erodes my skin

via  demonsdance751  (originally  demonsdance751)
3 months ago on 8 April 2014 ~ 7:17pm 4 notes

Wenn ich ihnen von meinen Suizidgedanken und allem erzählen würde, würden sie mich eh als gestört abstempeln.. Sie würden es nicht verstehen oder wollen es nicht verstehen.. also lass ich es gleich bleiben.

3 months ago on 8 April 2014 ~ 5:59pm

Oftmals ist es eine psysischer Schutz, wenn man, anstatt zu weinen, anfängt zu lachen.
Man möchte damit entweder seine Gefühle verdecken oder die Situation überfordert einen.


Meine Ärztin

(via schlank-sterben)
3 months ago on 7 April 2014 ~ 3:18pm 9,244 notes


Ich möchte doch gar nicht mehr leben, wieso quäle ich mich dann noch immer?

3 months ago on 7 April 2014 ~ 3:17pm 154 notes